Friday, August 31, 2007
the arena
i watched the arena and oh well (: it was great!
haha but they missed out certain important points i guess. like:
yup...that's about it. had fun today. haha!
haha but they missed out certain important points i guess. like:
- women spend 500% more time than some years before in working but also spend 50% more time with their kids at the same time.
- child care centres
yup...that's about it. had fun today. haha!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Cell on 29th August.
Hello!
We had cell today! It was kinda messy, but it went through. :)
I was in the sick bay, because I felt unwell. Yea. So I was sleeping like a pig. From some time after 11.15am. Then I heard the lunch bells: the starting one, the 5-minutes-left one, and the ending one. I was supposed to wake up after lunch, but I thought, a few minutes more would be fine, then I ended up sleeping til 2:45pm? Yea so I went to class, packed everything, realised the class was empty, wanted to go M302 upstairs, realised was hungry, dropped everything (except the guitar) (guitars are precious), and went down to buy some stuff. The Auntie was taking such a long time!!!! Anyway, so I went up to class, grabbed everything again, realised had no more hands, so had to put water bottle in the side pockets of my Deuter, the toot way, was quite embarassed, decided there was no time to be embarassed and headed up again to M302 with food in one hand, guitar in the other. Stood outside music rooms at 3rd level, didn't knwo which one, saw the first one locked, saw a lot of people with stacks of chairs outside the other, didn't know what to do, threw everythign down again except the guitar, sat down, i guess i sort of prayed in my heart unknowingly, smsed cherie, followed her instructions, realised M302 was the second music room, went in without stuff, got screamed at for wearing shoes inside, left phone on piano(i don't know why), went out again, got screamed at again, took stuff, went in, sat down on piano bench, sighed, started panicking again because haven't decided the 3 songs.
Anyway, Cherie already had prepared 3 songs:
Amazing Grace,
How Great Is Our God,
Lift Your Name Up.
Thank you Jesus for Cherie's foresight.
The sad thing happened here, Jiemin had to go, like before everything started. So basically she just waited with Mad and Cherie for me and saw me tumbling in and had to go. :\ Oopsies.
And thank you Jesus they weren't mad at me, I don't know if they were, but they said twas okay and smiled. I love smiles. :) Then we realised the guitar was seriously out of tune, tried to tune it with piano, didn't know where to tighten or losen, both was totally insensible, so decided to play chords on piano anyway.
So we sang Amazing Grace and How Great Is Our God. Lift Your Name Up was too rocky and Mad and I didn't know it and the speakers weren't working even after we tried for so long and Cherie got frustrated and I got birdshit like stuff on my hand.
But the worship was good, the lyrics were so true. Realised that even with so much stuff happening in our lives, in school, in cell, in our private lives, maybe our relationship with God even, we must say, God is good (How great is our god), and thank Him for His blessings. Even though there doesn't seem to be any. But you get the point. :)
So today's lesson was the 2nd lesson of 7 lessons of the series. Which is the 7 things Jesus said before he died on the cross. Today's one was Luke 23:43, what Jesus said to the repentant guy on His right, "Today, you will be in Paradise with me."
Basically, it was about the 2 criminals on Jesus' sides on the cross. The first criminal challenged Jesus, saying if he was really the Messiah, to prove it and save Himself and both of them. The second criminal scolded him and said both of them were there because they committed crimes, but Jesus had done nothing.
So we were talking about the first criminal and not understanding him because Jesus was right beside him and he didn't believe in Him, also Jesus had done so many miracles, surely he had heard or witnessed one of them?
But then we realised that God has done so many wonderful things and miracles in our lives too, but sometimes we start scolding God and blaming Him for putting us in the bad situation at the time, sometimes even doubting His existence. We were all sharing and Mad shared that her pastor preached that whenever you have doubt, seek answers, and then you will realise that doubt actually brings you closer to God. So that was like my sister's post on my Net blog, www.thecrazynet.blogspot.com, with the picture and all. So I drew it on the paper box which once held my lunch. Yea. So you can go visit it and see the real thing. So we learnt that when we're at our lowest point, we must remember that with each Low, the Highs that come after each Low will keep on going higher and higher. Which actually reminded me about what my father said before my piano exam, he said it's in the hard times that you learn your life's greatest lessons. Not really relevant. Nvm.
So yea.
Cell today was awesome.
Learnt a lot, really related to it.
God rulez,
SHERYL :3)
Monday, August 27, 2007
i feel extremely irritated right now. so yeah. dont bother me.
today's lesson was okay. but somehow after school it felt like friday. yes i know its monday.
and i'm peeling, not because of sunburn but because of rashes.
i never knew sunburn would give me rashes. i should be careful next time.
well well. i'll be satisfied with being a monkey for now. hoemwork! bleh. they're depressing.
and hah! i cant find a pink shirt for tmr's rehearsal...HOW?!
unless you count my dad's and that would be 3 sizes too big and well, a tinge of cockroach smell too. :(
imagine me in pink. i've never tried that since...i think 10 years ago after a wedding. :/ heh
today's lesson was okay. but somehow after school it felt like friday. yes i know its monday.
and i'm peeling, not because of sunburn but because of rashes.
i never knew sunburn would give me rashes. i should be careful next time.
well well. i'll be satisfied with being a monkey for now. hoemwork! bleh. they're depressing.
and hah! i cant find a pink shirt for tmr's rehearsal...HOW?!
unless you count my dad's and that would be 3 sizes too big and well, a tinge of cockroach smell too. :(
imagine me in pink. i've never tried that since...i think 10 years ago after a wedding. :/ heh
Sunday, August 26, 2007
007
i've been watching a lot of the 007 shows :D
and i think James Bond is a flirt :S in every show he meets a new woman who likes him and whom he likes. so if there are more than 10 shows? he'd have more than 10 wifes of he were to get married with all of them
the best so far, i think, is Tomorrow Never Dies :D yeah. there're a few interesting ones like, this girl called Karla who plays the cello learnt how to fly a plane and drive a jeep and i think the skiing scene her cello got shot so haha! there's been a hole on it every since and its worth $12000? and it has a name too...Lady Rose heh. and theres one whole series of them
well yeah. i love the cars in the show! so cool. its like the security system of one of the cars is whoever who touches it other than the owner gets an electric shock.
and James Bond is clever. but theres always this climax and i'll suffer from heart attack and its a few times per 2 hours! haha
okay. shall go do work. :D
cheers.
p.s. cant wait to get my new phone ehhh
and i think James Bond is a flirt :S in every show he meets a new woman who likes him and whom he likes. so if there are more than 10 shows? he'd have more than 10 wifes of he were to get married with all of them
the best so far, i think, is Tomorrow Never Dies :D yeah. there're a few interesting ones like, this girl called Karla who plays the cello learnt how to fly a plane and drive a jeep and i think the skiing scene her cello got shot so haha! there's been a hole on it every since and its worth $12000? and it has a name too...Lady Rose heh. and theres one whole series of them
well yeah. i love the cars in the show! so cool. its like the security system of one of the cars is whoever who touches it other than the owner gets an electric shock.
and James Bond is clever. but theres always this climax and i'll suffer from heart attack and its a few times per 2 hours! haha
okay. shall go do work. :D
cheers.
p.s. cant wait to get my new phone ehhh
that red monkey.
my house's extremely stuffy now.
people burning paper outside, my sis burning plastic inside. bleh. what project is that.
anyway, the effects of sunburn. haha! i cant use sunblock so yeah. i'm extremely red now. my face was normal yesterday. but today its red. my skin was red yesterday and today its making me itch and when i want to scratch, my skin stings. so yeah.
awful :(
my water bottle is full of salt water now. heh. who cares.
yesterday dragonboating was fun.
i want to join canoeing next time in JC :D
lalala.
okays. byebye.
i'm red.
people burning paper outside, my sis burning plastic inside. bleh. what project is that.
anyway, the effects of sunburn. haha! i cant use sunblock so yeah. i'm extremely red now. my face was normal yesterday. but today its red. my skin was red yesterday and today its making me itch and when i want to scratch, my skin stings. so yeah.
awful :(
my water bottle is full of salt water now. heh. who cares.
yesterday dragonboating was fun.
i want to join canoeing next time in JC :D
lalala.
okays. byebye.
i'm red.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
at least netscape is more user friendly than opera. anyway.
look at the first pic.its not big okay. look at the font. O.O
but lewis' nice lah. :D merlion's a nice guy. :D
nighty nights.
when you are clever.
rats.
when someone's day is bad enough, you wouldn't try to ruin it further, that is if you observe enough.
yes. it was bad.
but surprisingly, math was alright.
forget it.
but i got something today, from God.
the only one person i should please is God, not my classmates or anything or teachers. so i do my homework for God and not for my teachers. :D
i should do well not just to please my parents, but to please God.
when someone's day is bad enough, you wouldn't try to ruin it further, that is if you observe enough.
yes. it was bad.
but surprisingly, math was alright.
forget it.
but i got something today, from God.
the only one person i should please is God, not my classmates or anything or teachers. so i do my homework for God and not for my teachers. :D
i should do well not just to please my parents, but to please God.
Monday, August 20, 2007
depressing.
seems like at the end of the day i have loads to worry about huh.
my results. oh yes. i figure i must get 100% for everything to pass. and oh yes, i am dead serious.
and cell group. :( its depressing. and i swear it's getting worse each week. meeting sheryl tmr and hopefully madeline too to discuss options. must prepare agenda.
speech. must write.
science must do.
math must practice.
guzheng must practice.
homework must do.
just say that cherie won't survive the year.
oh yes. have guzheng stuff to do also.
ah. dont count.
diediedie. and i'm feeling sleepy alreaday.
have excuse (: yesterday pia physics sia until 3am. :D
yawns.
my results. oh yes. i figure i must get 100% for everything to pass. and oh yes, i am dead serious.
and cell group. :( its depressing. and i swear it's getting worse each week. meeting sheryl tmr and hopefully madeline too to discuss options. must prepare agenda.
speech. must write.
science must do.
math must practice.
guzheng must practice.
homework must do.
just say that cherie won't survive the year.
oh yes. have guzheng stuff to do also.
ah. dont count.
diediedie. and i'm feeling sleepy alreaday.
have excuse (: yesterday pia physics sia until 3am. :D
yawns.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Good Idea or God's Idea
God is good all the time and
all the time, God is good.
Don Moen
I'm going to share about me experiencing God for the past 6 months.
I've always had this dream yo go into theatrical studies, but being in a musical group cca, I hardly come across chances to learn about how to be a stage director and so on. Something which i think is important if i were to try to enter NAFA. I prayed about this dream of mine because i knew that i had to do so. As a Christian, you hace to pray about everything you do. In other words, i prayed forthe sake of praying. In my opinion, i have lost my faith in Christ. Not because He failed me, but because i've failed Him.
One thing that we have to know is that God never fails us. It's just us who think that He failed us just because things do not turn out as what we wish it to be. But we always forget God. We need to be constantly reminded to remember God,
On the 28th July, the ex-co members of 2006/2007 announced the ex-co of 2007/2008. I had prayed constantly to God that He would allow me to be the new vice-pres. But i didn't get the post. I got the property manager post instead.
After cca, a guzheng mate told me "Cherie, i thought' you'd be VP! How come they never let you be VP?"
My immediate response was, hah! because i'm lousier. that's why.
But on the way to where i penned this testimony, i thought about the comment. Undeniably, she was mopre capable than I am. She was good at schoolwork, she is a councillor, and i believe that she plays guzheng better than i do. But what had she done for guzheng so far?
I had literally slogged for guzheng. working hard to ensure that i'll get the post that i desired, the power, the glory, the honour. and most of the time being the sec 2 vp, you secure your post as the pres the following year.
But what is in a name? It is neither hand, nor foot, nor face. Deny thy father and refuse thy name and i'll no longr be a Capulet.
Juliet said that in romeo and juliet. even a normal, common, girl from a rich family knows that. what about me?
I had read too much into the practical, earthly, humanly world. I had become so arrogant that i believed that i could achieve what i want. I have forgotten God in the midst of all these fierce competition. praying only wehn i needed help.
I had forgotten that:
Faith is not a belief, but a trust without reservation.
I have forgotten to trust God wholeheartedly,to give Him my 100% trust.
Mu Future Decided. God has a plan for me. I finally saw it today. It is in this case, God's plan.
He had let me be a logistic head for a purpose. Stage director. Drawing stage plans. A chance to teach the sec1'08 batch.
Isn't this what i truly would love and would like to do to serve guzheng?
Yes, being a vice-president, it certainly sounds nice. A golden badge would definitely look nicer than a plain brown badge. People look up to you. It sounds like a pretty good idea. But was what God's idea for me?
If your life were a movie, would you let God direct it?
Direct my sail. Romeo wanted Queen Mab to dirct him to find his true love.
But today, i want God to direct my life. I want to live for Him. I believe it'd God's plans to have a fellow believer as my assitstant. I believe that He has a purpose for me today.
Proverbs 16:9
You make your plans, but God directs your actions.
To end off, I encourage all of you to live a purpose driven life. It is always easy to differentiate a good idea from a bad one.
But its not always easy to differentiate a good idea from God's idea, for like i mentioned. VP sounds like a good idea. but what is God's idea? Property managr. It sounds bad. But in the long run, it is certainly much better.
It was meant to be a private diary entry of mine. But after penning it, i realised that ity could change lives, so i decided to ask for a chance to share this with you.
Cherie
Written 28th July 2007
before i end this blog post, i'd like to share a song.
Now, all I have is now
To be faithful
To be holy
And to shine
Lighting up the darkness
Right now, I really have no choice
But to voice the truth to the nations
A generation looking for God
Chorus
For such a time as this
I was placed upon the earth
To hear the voice of God
And do His will
Whatever it is
For such a time as this
For now and all the days He gives
I am here, I am here
And I am His
For such a time as this
You - Do you ever wonder why
Seems like the grass is always greener
Under everybody else's sky
But right here, right here for this time and place
You can live a mirror of His mercy
A forgiven image of grace
Repeat Chorus
Can't change what's happened till now
But we can change what will be
By living in holiness
That the world will see Jesus
Repeat Chorus
have a purpose driven life!
cheers!
all the time, God is good.
Don Moen
I'm going to share about me experiencing God for the past 6 months.
I've always had this dream yo go into theatrical studies, but being in a musical group cca, I hardly come across chances to learn about how to be a stage director and so on. Something which i think is important if i were to try to enter NAFA. I prayed about this dream of mine because i knew that i had to do so. As a Christian, you hace to pray about everything you do. In other words, i prayed forthe sake of praying. In my opinion, i have lost my faith in Christ. Not because He failed me, but because i've failed Him.
One thing that we have to know is that God never fails us. It's just us who think that He failed us just because things do not turn out as what we wish it to be. But we always forget God. We need to be constantly reminded to remember God,
On the 28th July, the ex-co members of 2006/2007 announced the ex-co of 2007/2008. I had prayed constantly to God that He would allow me to be the new vice-pres. But i didn't get the post. I got the property manager post instead.
After cca, a guzheng mate told me "Cherie, i thought' you'd be VP! How come they never let you be VP?"
My immediate response was, hah! because i'm lousier. that's why.
But on the way to where i penned this testimony, i thought about the comment. Undeniably, she was mopre capable than I am. She was good at schoolwork, she is a councillor, and i believe that she plays guzheng better than i do. But what had she done for guzheng so far?
I had literally slogged for guzheng. working hard to ensure that i'll get the post that i desired, the power, the glory, the honour. and most of the time being the sec 2 vp, you secure your post as the pres the following year.
But what is in a name? It is neither hand, nor foot, nor face. Deny thy father and refuse thy name and i'll no longr be a Capulet.
Juliet said that in romeo and juliet. even a normal, common, girl from a rich family knows that. what about me?
I had read too much into the practical, earthly, humanly world. I had become so arrogant that i believed that i could achieve what i want. I have forgotten God in the midst of all these fierce competition. praying only wehn i needed help.
I had forgotten that:
Faith is not a belief, but a trust without reservation.
I have forgotten to trust God wholeheartedly,to give Him my 100% trust.
Mu Future Decided. God has a plan for me. I finally saw it today. It is in this case, God's plan.
He had let me be a logistic head for a purpose. Stage director. Drawing stage plans. A chance to teach the sec1'08 batch.
Isn't this what i truly would love and would like to do to serve guzheng?
Yes, being a vice-president, it certainly sounds nice. A golden badge would definitely look nicer than a plain brown badge. People look up to you. It sounds like a pretty good idea. But was what God's idea for me?
If your life were a movie, would you let God direct it?
Direct my sail. Romeo wanted Queen Mab to dirct him to find his true love.
But today, i want God to direct my life. I want to live for Him. I believe it'd God's plans to have a fellow believer as my assitstant. I believe that He has a purpose for me today.
Proverbs 16:9
You make your plans, but God directs your actions.
To end off, I encourage all of you to live a purpose driven life. It is always easy to differentiate a good idea from a bad one.
But its not always easy to differentiate a good idea from God's idea, for like i mentioned. VP sounds like a good idea. but what is God's idea? Property managr. It sounds bad. But in the long run, it is certainly much better.
It was meant to be a private diary entry of mine. But after penning it, i realised that ity could change lives, so i decided to ask for a chance to share this with you.
Cherie
Written 28th July 2007
before i end this blog post, i'd like to share a song.
Now, all I have is now
To be faithful
To be holy
And to shine
Lighting up the darkness
Right now, I really have no choice
But to voice the truth to the nations
A generation looking for God
Chorus
For such a time as this
I was placed upon the earth
To hear the voice of God
And do His will
Whatever it is
For such a time as this
For now and all the days He gives
I am here, I am here
And I am His
For such a time as this
You - Do you ever wonder why
Seems like the grass is always greener
Under everybody else's sky
But right here, right here for this time and place
You can live a mirror of His mercy
A forgiven image of grace
Repeat Chorus
Can't change what's happened till now
But we can change what will be
By living in holiness
That the world will see Jesus
Repeat Chorus
have a purpose driven life!
cheers!
Labels: For Such a Time as This
saturday.
i'm a saddist. dont ask me why though cause i wont say (:
i left school at 6.20pm today. and i had to reach church by 6.30 :D well done.
i was 45 min late for usher duty. :/
after service all the youths left for somewhere else. so only left my sis, merlion and myself. plus a few others but i dont remember who :/
then....after we finish keeping chairs we haha! merlion and i had a crap competition. like keep telling each other lame jokes :D according to dena i won (:
then merlion gave me a encouragement card. i cant read his handwriting!
then ohohoh. on the way home, i was so overwhelmed by lame jokes that i kept telling my mum lame jokes. then the bus was really quiet so the whole bus was staring at me. :/
haha! thank goodness i'm sharing testimony today so i changed into long sleeved white shirt and fairly decent pants. imagine. uniform! D:
oh. testimony sharing was :/ ps david wanted it in chinese. well obviously it was bad. i was translating on the spot so i was er-ing and sorry-ing.
anyway. i shall do it better next time.
i shall brush up my chinese. and well. speak well. (:
or just be stubborn and speak in english.
heh, i almost cried after i came down. :(
and today cca was amusng. we were playing 忆故人 today and there was a lot of fan4ying2 for the last string so one of the times i wasn't exactly looking at my guzheng and i played the second string instead of the first string and hsiaochu and i started laughing cause i was having that idiotic look. and laoshi saw and oh wells. haha....
i guess hsiaochu got affected. waha. you know huh, i seriously think that whoever that sits beside me will be happy forever during cca ((:
oh laoshi separated ruth and me cause oh wells, we're co-workers. :D
ah it was amusing. :D and tingyi really 没有主见 leh. haha. after cca she was contemplating whether she should drink bubble tea. :D
then i stayed back for physics sia. celestine pangseh again. then end up wanyi and i do model. it was okay (: haha! wanyi is very artistic. i mean, basically she designed the whole thing. i did the staircase. :DDD so pleased with myself!!!! so nice. i spent like 2 hours on it. :D so must appreciate. burnt my finger though.
wanted to use my dad's soldering iron the melt the metal caps that wanyi brought. then when the cap didnt melt i thought the thing wasnt working so wala! my finger got burnt.
so wanyi had to bring home the structure to finish the wheels and steering wheel and seats whereas i'm doing the report.
and she end up not doing anything again.
D:
neverminds. shall cover up for her this year.
next year see how other classmates can stand her.
she's nice lah. but when it comes to schoolwork. she helps us fall flat on the ground.
i'm very pleased wih the model. :D
but i shall not attempt to be an architect next year(it should be next time!). or we'll have building collapsing left right centre.
but it'd be cool if i can build the arthouse. i remember the other time during cca laoshi say we should build a art house according to the conducting beats or what's that called.
i'll be posting pictures tmr. the ones we taken for our model, that is. :D
tmr have bible conference. :D
must wake up early to do homework. oh yes, i'll be posting the english version of my testimony on the student's ministry blog.
gogogo see!!!! haha! i made the blogskin. (: cool right? spot me ehhh. the campsite was at camp christine. some girl guiders camp site with loads of er. frogs and dogs. (:
http://wcc-studentsministry.blogspot.com
yesyes. amanda told me she didnt understand what i was saying because i was speaking 3-year-old english.
lala. off to read harry potter :D
oh yeah. i'll be making use of the labels part at the end of the blog post to post the music that i'm listening to while posting this. :D
oh yeah. when tired i talk crap. D:
i left school at 6.20pm today. and i had to reach church by 6.30 :D well done.
i was 45 min late for usher duty. :/
after service all the youths left for somewhere else. so only left my sis, merlion and myself. plus a few others but i dont remember who :/
then....after we finish keeping chairs we haha! merlion and i had a crap competition. like keep telling each other lame jokes :D according to dena i won (:
then merlion gave me a encouragement card. i cant read his handwriting!
then ohohoh. on the way home, i was so overwhelmed by lame jokes that i kept telling my mum lame jokes. then the bus was really quiet so the whole bus was staring at me. :/
haha! thank goodness i'm sharing testimony today so i changed into long sleeved white shirt and fairly decent pants. imagine. uniform! D:
oh. testimony sharing was :/ ps david wanted it in chinese. well obviously it was bad. i was translating on the spot so i was er-ing and sorry-ing.
anyway. i shall do it better next time.
i shall brush up my chinese. and well. speak well. (:
or just be stubborn and speak in english.
heh, i almost cried after i came down. :(
and today cca was amusng. we were playing 忆故人 today and there was a lot of fan4ying2 for the last string so one of the times i wasn't exactly looking at my guzheng and i played the second string instead of the first string and hsiaochu and i started laughing cause i was having that idiotic look. and laoshi saw and oh wells. haha....
i guess hsiaochu got affected. waha. you know huh, i seriously think that whoever that sits beside me will be happy forever during cca ((:
oh laoshi separated ruth and me cause oh wells, we're co-workers. :D
ah it was amusing. :D and tingyi really 没有主见 leh. haha. after cca she was contemplating whether she should drink bubble tea. :D
then i stayed back for physics sia. celestine pangseh again. then end up wanyi and i do model. it was okay (: haha! wanyi is very artistic. i mean, basically she designed the whole thing. i did the staircase. :DDD so pleased with myself!!!! so nice. i spent like 2 hours on it. :D so must appreciate. burnt my finger though.
wanted to use my dad's soldering iron the melt the metal caps that wanyi brought. then when the cap didnt melt i thought the thing wasnt working so wala! my finger got burnt.
so wanyi had to bring home the structure to finish the wheels and steering wheel and seats whereas i'm doing the report.
and she end up not doing anything again.
D:
neverminds. shall cover up for her this year.
next year see how other classmates can stand her.
she's nice lah. but when it comes to schoolwork. she helps us fall flat on the ground.
i'm very pleased wih the model. :D
but i shall not attempt to be an architect next year(it should be next time!). or we'll have building collapsing left right centre.
but it'd be cool if i can build the arthouse. i remember the other time during cca laoshi say we should build a art house according to the conducting beats or what's that called.
i'll be posting pictures tmr. the ones we taken for our model, that is. :D
tmr have bible conference. :D
must wake up early to do homework. oh yes, i'll be posting the english version of my testimony on the student's ministry blog.
gogogo see!!!! haha! i made the blogskin. (: cool right? spot me ehhh. the campsite was at camp christine. some girl guiders camp site with loads of er. frogs and dogs. (:
http://wcc-studentsministry.blogspot.com
yesyes. amanda told me she didnt understand what i was saying because i was speaking 3-year-old english.
lala. off to read harry potter :D
oh yeah. i'll be making use of the labels part at the end of the blog post to post the music that i'm listening to while posting this. :D
oh yeah. when tired i talk crap. D:
Labels: endless love
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
amusement...not park. home. :/
my brother is practicing guzheng outside and haha...i need to listen to songs like 'Big' to really not hear his playing. okay, i'm mean. but he's stubborn. so we're square.
if he's going to be a chicken, i'm going to buy him loads of chicken feet on his birthday as present.
and if he doesnt know whats halfbutt, i'm going to buy him an extremely small chair too!
its crap. :D anyway.
school :/ there's math remedial tomorrow. thank goodness there's teacher's day celebration audition round 2 tomorrow. (i dont think i can stand another 1 1/2 hours of ckt tmr. :D shhh dont tell him yeah.)
he was bad-mooding today so he was scary. let his moodiness pass please. cause i'm really scared of him now.
lalala. a lot of careless mistakes in math and physics. :( pathetic lah. i'm the one who's pathetic.
my hopes on history and geography and LA now. please...do well. they're my best subjects. like i got A for all of them last year. quite sad for my bio though. last year i got an A for it but this year it was a total screw-up.
i should take bio next year rather than physics. i'm a math idiot, did i mention? i was so tempted to send him 'hey, i'm that math idiot'. but i thought better so. yup. i dont want to be skinned alive when i'm only 14. :D
net today was a little too casual. but we prayed a lot. really. we did a lot of sharing too. it was good. it was more of a net leader meeting. discussed how to reach out to the non-believers, and believers who aren't that int0o loving God, as well as well the judokah's problem with their sir. more of a christian thing, for the judokahs one i mean.
then yeah. btw, i don't really like being called a christian nowadays cause the term's rather misleading. like. the general impression of a christian in the others' mind is that christians go to church, read bible, follow the 10 commandments.
but being a believer is different. :D we pray, we talk to God, we follow Him, not just His laws as well as love him and do everything for Him (exclude human imperfections as well as the sins we commit daily like lying about homework :/).
well. i'm going to grow FAT this year. :D really fat!!!
Faithful to God.
Available for God.
Teachable by God. (:
FAT!
yup! off to do homework. *teartear*
if he's going to be a chicken, i'm going to buy him loads of chicken feet on his birthday as present.
and if he doesnt know whats halfbutt, i'm going to buy him an extremely small chair too!
its crap. :D anyway.
school :/ there's math remedial tomorrow. thank goodness there's teacher's day celebration audition round 2 tomorrow. (i dont think i can stand another 1 1/2 hours of ckt tmr. :D shhh dont tell him yeah.)
he was bad-mooding today so he was scary. let his moodiness pass please. cause i'm really scared of him now.
lalala. a lot of careless mistakes in math and physics. :( pathetic lah. i'm the one who's pathetic.
my hopes on history and geography and LA now. please...do well. they're my best subjects. like i got A for all of them last year. quite sad for my bio though. last year i got an A for it but this year it was a total screw-up.
i should take bio next year rather than physics. i'm a math idiot, did i mention? i was so tempted to send him 'hey, i'm that math idiot'. but i thought better so. yup. i dont want to be skinned alive when i'm only 14. :D
net today was a little too casual. but we prayed a lot. really. we did a lot of sharing too. it was good. it was more of a net leader meeting. discussed how to reach out to the non-believers, and believers who aren't that int0o loving God, as well as well the judokah's problem with their sir. more of a christian thing, for the judokahs one i mean.
then yeah. btw, i don't really like being called a christian nowadays cause the term's rather misleading. like. the general impression of a christian in the others' mind is that christians go to church, read bible, follow the 10 commandments.
but being a believer is different. :D we pray, we talk to God, we follow Him, not just His laws as well as love him and do everything for Him (exclude human imperfections as well as the sins we commit daily like lying about homework :/).
well. i'm going to grow FAT this year. :D really fat!!!
Faithful to God.
Available for God.
Teachable by God. (:
FAT!
things to pray for:
- ___ and her bible
- ___ and her habits
- collaboration for 'Salvage the School' programme with art
- the problems the hwachong and nanyang judokahs believers face
- EOYS!!!!!!!!!
yup! off to do homework. *teartear*
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
when things become to flexible, they go out of hand.
true huh. (: cell group tomorrow! cant wait! havent had one since 2 weeks ago. :D
okay. i'm going to go home soon. and and and. ahs. neverminds.
true huh. (: cell group tomorrow! cant wait! havent had one since 2 weeks ago. :D
okay. i'm going to go home soon. and and and. ahs. neverminds.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
i changed my wed browser from internet explorer to mozilla firefox to opera.
IE always hangs my computer
firefox's been giving me problems lately.
opera's faster and havent given me any problems yet...
went out jogging today. jogged for about i dont know. more than 2.4km. yups.
i'm losing my memory. i'm going jogging tmr also. no school. (: but come back must do work.
rahr. i'm feeling tired alr.
IE always hangs my computer
firefox's been giving me problems lately.
opera's faster and havent given me any problems yet...
went out jogging today. jogged for about i dont know. more than 2.4km. yups.
i'm losing my memory. i'm going jogging tmr also. no school. (: but come back must do work.
rahr. i'm feeling tired alr.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
For Such A Time As This
they always fall into wrong hands. :(
anyway, today was a laughy day. :D and...yeah. song sharing. i hope we can get to do cell next week!
Now, all I have is now
To be faithful
To be holy
And to shine
Lighting up the darkness
Right now, I really have no choice
But to voice the truth to the nations
A generation looking for God
For such a time as this
I was placed upon the earth
To hear the voice of God
And do His will
Whatever it is
For such a time as this
For now and all the days He gives
I am here, I am here
And I am His
For such a time as this
You - do you ever wonder why
Seems like the grass is always greener
Under everybody else's sky
But right here, right here for this time and place
You can live a mirror of His mercy
A forgiven image of grace
Chorus
Can't change what's happened till now
But we can change what will be
By living in holiness
That the world will see Jesus
Chorus
awesome!
i'm going to ask xiuxiuls whether we can sing that song for teacher's day next week. for sunday school teachers i mean. :D
aw! i've been a sunday schoo, teacher for almost 10months already!
okay. i shall sleep. there'll be people posting about 90th anniversary gala dinner. so i wont say my piece because 90% of the time i'm either listening or telling jokes.
my guzheng costume still stinking my bag. pack tmr then! :D tireddddddddd
anyway, today was a laughy day. :D and...yeah. song sharing. i hope we can get to do cell next week!
Now, all I have is now
To be faithful
To be holy
And to shine
Lighting up the darkness
Right now, I really have no choice
But to voice the truth to the nations
A generation looking for God
For such a time as this
I was placed upon the earth
To hear the voice of God
And do His will
Whatever it is
For such a time as this
For now and all the days He gives
I am here, I am here
And I am His
For such a time as this
You - do you ever wonder why
Seems like the grass is always greener
Under everybody else's sky
But right here, right here for this time and place
You can live a mirror of His mercy
A forgiven image of grace
Chorus
Can't change what's happened till now
But we can change what will be
By living in holiness
That the world will see Jesus
Chorus
awesome!
i'm going to ask xiuxiuls whether we can sing that song for teacher's day next week. for sunday school teachers i mean. :D
aw! i've been a sunday schoo, teacher for almost 10months already!
okay. i shall sleep. there'll be people posting about 90th anniversary gala dinner. so i wont say my piece because 90% of the time i'm either listening or telling jokes.
my guzheng costume still stinking my bag. pack tmr then! :D tireddddddddd
Friday, August 10, 2007
theres a reason why i admire ps robert and marion lim so much.
there's a really good reason why i hate the place i'm at now.
honestly. how many more wake up calls do you still need?
dont let all these people leave in vain.
i hear Him. i can't believe and i don't believe you can't hear it.
bm
bs
ll
gc
all these people left because of a reason. don't let me leave. and dont shove us off when we want to help.
ps marion said: when each church is planted, God also plants a way of organisation for it. every church will and is and will be organised differently.
no 2 churches will be manned the same way.
i admire them because they're modest.
he says that you are complacent.
and you say He's our captain. i dont see it.
there's a really good reason why i hate the place i'm at now.
honestly. how many more wake up calls do you still need?
dont let all these people leave in vain.
i hear Him. i can't believe and i don't believe you can't hear it.
bm
bs
ll
gc
all these people left because of a reason. don't let me leave. and dont shove us off when we want to help.
ps marion said: when each church is planted, God also plants a way of organisation for it. every church will and is and will be organised differently.
no 2 churches will be manned the same way.
i admire them because they're modest.
he says that you are complacent.
and you say He's our captain. i dont see it.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
i feel flexible.
okay that is out of the point. HOWEVER. 怎么办
rarh :(
very tired. shall go shower.
okay that is out of the point. HOWEVER. 怎么办
rarh :(
very tired. shall go shower.
another 4am night
extremely tired.
i practically stoned throughout the whole rehearsal. bleh. wasted so much time. the time i wasted is sufficient for me to finish my work. and oh yes, i'm tired. i'm zombified.
seems like its gonna be another sleep-at-4-wake-at-5 morning.
plus theres guzheng concert comm meeting so i have to wake up earlier than usual. :( sad. today must finish chinese SIA. drag too long already. must have self-discipline and cannot allow myself tolerate late work anymore.
i shall not talk about the cream puff story. cause i'm tired. yes.
lets see...things to finish before i go to bed this fine morning:
i practically stoned throughout the whole rehearsal. bleh. wasted so much time. the time i wasted is sufficient for me to finish my work. and oh yes, i'm tired. i'm zombified.
seems like its gonna be another sleep-at-4-wake-at-5 morning.
plus theres guzheng concert comm meeting so i have to wake up earlier than usual. :( sad. today must finish chinese SIA. drag too long already. must have self-discipline and cannot allow myself tolerate late work anymore.
i shall not talk about the cream puff story. cause i'm tired. yes.
lets see...things to finish before i go to bed this fine morning:
- revise physics
- chinese portfolio
- at least 2 huodong
- r and j preparation for tomorrow's test
good luck. may you never see your bed tonight, cherie
Monday, August 06, 2007
i WAS having fun
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okays. nvm.
only 2 periods today.
it and math
and ms chi never come
mrtan also never come
cool! :D
btw, i slept at 4am. today.
because i tried, in vain, to finish my chi portfolio. but right, i finished half. left another half to go. :D
cheers!
damienyam came. :( ms chi not feeling well. never minds. bb
btw, try this:
http://www.miniclip.com
some table tennis game. very fun. :D i havent got into the finals yet though. :D shall try later
okays. nvm.
only 2 periods today.
it and math
and ms chi never come
mrtan also never come
cool! :D
btw, i slept at 4am. today.
because i tried, in vain, to finish my chi portfolio. but right, i finished half. left another half to go. :D
cheers!
damienyam came. :( ms chi not feeling well. never minds. bb
btw, try this:
http://www.miniclip.com
some table tennis game. very fun. :D i havent got into the finals yet though. :D shall try later
Saturday, August 04, 2007
bad news :(
- my earphones died today. :(
- my battery died on me on the way to school, so no music on the way home :(
- and if things weren't bad enough, i forgot whats the stage dimensions for 90th anniversary gala dinner. so as expected, the rehearsal sucked.
- bleh. and i hurt my knee.
- and my back hurts like i dont know what.
- my new headphones are lousy. but i have to do with it because i havent any money to buy a pair of good ones
- my sling bag broke.
good news:
- i'm going to get a new sling bag under one condition: i pack my books properly. but the thing is, all the books that i do not need are in a baby bathtub. yes, a baby bathtub cause i couldnt find carton boxes.
- i've got mountains of books under my bed.
- i've got a bin thats been sat one, and well, theres one large hole.
- eyyys, all these become bad things liao.
on a happier notes though, i'm missing physics test next week!! (((: its after recess. sooooooo....i'm going to take my science test one day late. oh wells, have to do all the homework that i still owe. i dont want to fail, esp math. i cant afford to fail.
math on monday. :( why before recess :(
guzheng songs that i cant master:
- 高山流水
- 月兒高
- that turkey song
- yi gu ren
- okay. cherie's dead.
Friday, August 03, 2007
Magic Works
And dance your final dance
This is your final chance
To hold the one you love
You know you've waited long enough
So,
Believe that magic works
Don't be afraid
Of bein' hurt
Don't let this magic die
The answer's there
Oh, just look in her eyes
And make
Your final move
Mmm, don't be scared
She wants you to
It's hard
You must be brave
Don't let this moment slip the way
Believe that magic works
Don't be afraid
Afraid of bein' hurt
No, don't let this magic die
Ooh, the answer's there
Yeah, just look in her eyes
And don't believe that magic can die
No, no, no, this magic can't die
So dance, your final dance.
'Cause this is, your final chance.
This is your final chance
To hold the one you love
You know you've waited long enough
So,
Believe that magic works
Don't be afraid
Of bein' hurt
Don't let this magic die
The answer's there
Oh, just look in her eyes
And make
Your final move
Mmm, don't be scared
She wants you to
It's hard
You must be brave
Don't let this moment slip the way
Believe that magic works
Don't be afraid
Afraid of bein' hurt
No, don't let this magic die
Ooh, the answer's there
Yeah, just look in her eyes
And don't believe that magic can die
No, no, no, this magic can't die
So dance, your final dance.
'Cause this is, your final chance.
What Goes Around
What Goes Around lyrics by Justin Timberlake.
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a manYou know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?
Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
[ What Goes Around lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
[Comes Around interlude:]
Let me paint this picture for you, baby
You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
i kinda like this song.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
that greatest pleasure;
i've no idea why i gave that title but now my only source of entertainment, other than playing guzheng, is to visit http://www.odboland.blogspot.com
there're really good riddles there.
but now guzheng can't really be considered as a kind of entertainment anymore. haha! for one, teaching my brother guzheng is anything but easy. secondly, i just feel kind of i dont know. its just that i feel kind of stressed. dont know whether its 90th or what.
bless me, i've got science sia, math sia, and chinese sia to complete.
i just feel like crying all of the sudden. its not like i'm emo or what. just feel like crying. because of nothing. no reason to cry but want to cry. ohkays.
i'm pleased with ruth and i though. M301, M302 and M308 look so neat! :D ayys, i forgot to take picture. sooooo neat!!!! haha! guzheng people! you'll see tmr!
oh no! i forgot to vacuum the room. :s haha. choir had party yesterday and oh wells, they didnt vacuum the floor.
but the good thing is they FINALLY cleared the whiteboard and that whole bunch of water bottles.
okay,. i'm pleased.
anyway, hearing my brother play gz gives me goosebumps. he's chicken like fingers. he's one lazy bum you know. if he's not playing him well, i shall be the devil and let him practice till 12am. anyway, that's what my mum did when i was in P2. oh wells, to let me memorise a certain piece of music that i uh, conveniently forgot. :D
there're really good riddles there.
but now guzheng can't really be considered as a kind of entertainment anymore. haha! for one, teaching my brother guzheng is anything but easy. secondly, i just feel kind of i dont know. its just that i feel kind of stressed. dont know whether its 90th or what.
bless me, i've got science sia, math sia, and chinese sia to complete.
i just feel like crying all of the sudden. its not like i'm emo or what. just feel like crying. because of nothing. no reason to cry but want to cry. ohkays.
i'm pleased with ruth and i though. M301, M302 and M308 look so neat! :D ayys, i forgot to take picture. sooooo neat!!!! haha! guzheng people! you'll see tmr!
oh no! i forgot to vacuum the room. :s haha. choir had party yesterday and oh wells, they didnt vacuum the floor.
but the good thing is they FINALLY cleared the whiteboard and that whole bunch of water bottles.
okay,. i'm pleased.
anyway, hearing my brother play gz gives me goosebumps. he's chicken like fingers. he's one lazy bum you know. if he's not playing him well, i shall be the devil and let him practice till 12am. anyway, that's what my mum did when i was in P2. oh wells, to let me memorise a certain piece of music that i uh, conveniently forgot. :D
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