spring onion

i wanna know you more, really. i came to realised that i never really knew you, if not i wouldnt have wallowed in self-misery for so long.

think i'm trying to push the blame onto you, but yeah. i shouldnt have stooped so low just to 'get even'. red words in caps, largest font. now that i think about it, i came to see how stupid i was.

remember m who stood up for you? i wonder how things are going on between you too, so-so i guess. nothing special, thats the kind of credit you give a friend for standing up for you for so long, spend so much time trying to make me crawl up to you to utter apologies.

wasn't the only one you tried hurting, was it? you're good at it, just look at the amount of people's life you claimed to have messed up. you're good at dismissing friends. but whats the point of apologising so much now when like you said the harm has already been done? you hafta change this bad habit of yours ya know, you cant expect people to keep bowing down to you like a does...

not a really 'christian-like' post aint it?