Monday, December 10, 2007
i know it 4 in the morning.
its rather early right now, way to early for a 14 year old to be online yada. okay, this reminds me of a conversation we had during one cell meeting.
ps.d: give me some practical solutions as to rising up against temptations. (more of sexual temptations, like bgr sex et cetera)
m: oh, i go to bed with my brother
*cell erupts with laughter*
we all knew what it meant, haha. going to bed the same time as his brother, but it just sounded wrong. oh wells.
but the point is, i dont get sexually aroused by the things they post on the next, really. say i'm not interested in R21 stuffs. hahaha. okay, i'm not supposed to anyway. but yeah, i dont do/watch/read sick stuff on the net or go online at 4am so that i can do ungodly stuff away from my parents' prying eyes.
just that i've been living new york time, waking up at 5pm, sleeping at 6am. ah wells, i dont think its insomnia, its just me who prefers to be alone, and the only chance when you can be alone is now. more or less.
been entertaining myself, in a way, reading xiaxue and ms-beutifuk. interesting people. been reading outverse also, and i'm appreciating their writing styles. there're people whose writing styles, or rather blogging styles dsgust me quite a little.
i wont go into detail of how i feel, or what i analyze. it would be a tad too offensive although whatever meant might never have been offensive in the first place.
i mean, i would feel offended too. like what right do you, a total stranger to me, have to analyze me?
anyway, i was just thinking about stuffs, just random thoughts and i realised that whatever thats written on blogs is very much affected by the audience. say you know your crush's reading your blog, and you write stuffs to try to attract his attention.
oh wells, its pretty much obvious aint it, there was once when whatever i wrote on the blog was meant for only that someone to see. nah...i've outgrown that already. to write the utmost and true feelings and thoughts of someone, you need to have a private blog. i'm one of those people.
ah, i'm just trying to occupy time, slowly waiting for the facebook to load. i swear i'm addicted.
ps.d: give me some practical solutions as to rising up against temptations. (more of sexual temptations, like bgr sex et cetera)
m: oh, i go to bed with my brother
*cell erupts with laughter*
we all knew what it meant, haha. going to bed the same time as his brother, but it just sounded wrong. oh wells.
but the point is, i dont get sexually aroused by the things they post on the next, really. say i'm not interested in R21 stuffs. hahaha. okay, i'm not supposed to anyway. but yeah, i dont do/watch/read sick stuff on the net or go online at 4am so that i can do ungodly stuff away from my parents' prying eyes.
just that i've been living new york time, waking up at 5pm, sleeping at 6am. ah wells, i dont think its insomnia, its just me who prefers to be alone, and the only chance when you can be alone is now. more or less.
been entertaining myself, in a way, reading xiaxue and ms-beutifuk. interesting people. been reading outverse also, and i'm appreciating their writing styles. there're people whose writing styles, or rather blogging styles dsgust me quite a little.
i wont go into detail of how i feel, or what i analyze. it would be a tad too offensive although whatever meant might never have been offensive in the first place.
i mean, i would feel offended too. like what right do you, a total stranger to me, have to analyze me?
anyway, i was just thinking about stuffs, just random thoughts and i realised that whatever thats written on blogs is very much affected by the audience. say you know your crush's reading your blog, and you write stuffs to try to attract his attention.
oh wells, its pretty much obvious aint it, there was once when whatever i wrote on the blog was meant for only that someone to see. nah...i've outgrown that already. to write the utmost and true feelings and thoughts of someone, you need to have a private blog. i'm one of those people.
ah, i'm just trying to occupy time, slowly waiting for the facebook to load. i swear i'm addicted.
// posted by My name is Oherie. @ 4:12 am 
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