Tuesday, December 11, 2007
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bye blogger.
4 years of memoirs. i'm not about to bin them. so...
here i am
anyway, tagboard will still be alive, links will be updated. i'll be using this place still. tags and links, and other blogs.
see you guys around (:
Monday, December 10, 2007
i know it 4 in the morning.
ps.d: give me some practical solutions as to rising up against temptations. (more of sexual temptations, like bgr sex et cetera)
m: oh, i go to bed with my brother
*cell erupts with laughter*
we all knew what it meant, haha. going to bed the same time as his brother, but it just sounded wrong. oh wells.
but the point is, i dont get sexually aroused by the things they post on the next, really. say i'm not interested in R21 stuffs. hahaha. okay, i'm not supposed to anyway. but yeah, i dont do/watch/read sick stuff on the net or go online at 4am so that i can do ungodly stuff away from my parents' prying eyes.
just that i've been living new york time, waking up at 5pm, sleeping at 6am. ah wells, i dont think its insomnia, its just me who prefers to be alone, and the only chance when you can be alone is now. more or less.
been entertaining myself, in a way, reading xiaxue and ms-beutifuk. interesting people. been reading outverse also, and i'm appreciating their writing styles. there're people whose writing styles, or rather blogging styles dsgust me quite a little.
i wont go into detail of how i feel, or what i analyze. it would be a tad too offensive although whatever meant might never have been offensive in the first place.
i mean, i would feel offended too. like what right do you, a total stranger to me, have to analyze me?
anyway, i was just thinking about stuffs, just random thoughts and i realised that whatever thats written on blogs is very much affected by the audience. say you know your crush's reading your blog, and you write stuffs to try to attract his attention.
oh wells, its pretty much obvious aint it, there was once when whatever i wrote on the blog was meant for only that someone to see. nah...i've outgrown that already. to write the utmost and true feelings and thoughts of someone, you need to have a private blog. i'm one of those people.
ah, i'm just trying to occupy time, slowly waiting for the facebook to load. i swear i'm addicted.
Sunday, December 09, 2007
you wouldnt be here to see it anyway
think i'm trying to push the blame onto you, but yeah. i shouldnt have stooped so low just to 'get even'. red words in caps, largest font. now that i think about it, i came to see how stupid i was.
remember m who stood up for you? i wonder how things are going on between you too, so-so i guess. nothing special, thats the kind of credit you give a friend for standing up for you for so long, spend so much time trying to make me crawl up to you to utter apologies.
wasn't the only one you tried hurting, was it? you're good at it, just look at the amount of people's life you claimed to have messed up. you're good at dismissing friends. but whats the point of apologising so much now when like you said the harm has already been done? you hafta change this bad habit of yours ya know, you cant expect people to keep bowing down to you like a does...
not a really 'christian-like' post aint it?
Saturday, December 08, 2007
and i'm guilty...
look at the time :(
Friday, December 07, 2007
haha, it's not gonna be an emo post. i read this article recently about the word 'emo'. it wasn't exactly an article, it's just kind of like a...comment kind of thing. i'll look for the article and then post it. yup.
genting was fun. haha...i'm a little immune to things, almost everything i think, maybe except for feelings. heh. okays.
verse of the day by oherie:
So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am
your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with
my righteous right hand.
¬Isaiah 41:10¬
Sunday, December 02, 2007
haha, expected lah, i cant play yiguren. really. as in i can, but i cant memorise, i have the memory span of a goldfish.
there're things to thank God for, as usual (:
i've been reading this book, Friends for a Season. its quite a cool book. read it (: its by Sandra Byrd.
anyway, i suddenly dont have stuffs to write. hahahahha...okay. whatever (:
Thursday, November 29, 2007
koala bears
we just had this major furniture shifting kind of session. it was just my dad, my mum and myself. and we moved the piano! haha...then we were having this interesting conversation about the three delivery guys who came to deliver the piano and they we like superbears and as compared to them we were only koala bears.
hah, anyway...we moved quite a lot of stuff. clockwise this year, anti-clockwise next year? heh, good muscle-building exercise.
grade8 was D: a horror. anyway. blahblahblah. ahah. my dad and i stoned at orchard for quite a few hours to wait for my sis to at least return call, the most we wait for her to come back home with us. but yeah. she didnt.
tomorrow today going to pulau ubin (: to recky, or however you spell that. i'm hoping that i can at least make it for 3 hours of cca. but seems like 1pm sounds like morning to some people. lalala
this week sounded hectic to me on sunday, but now that 1/2 the week is gone, it wasnt as bad as expected. i need to look for my make-up/courtshoes/costume. i have a feeling that they're hidden somewhere safe but a cockroach infested place. anyways (((:
cheers people and have a great day ahead
:D
there you go, a wide smile from me, and God ((:
//
quiet time was great yesterday, i've started some sort of bible studying kind or thing, or rather i've been studying Jeremiah. i've got a few verses to share.
Jeremiah 1:7-8
'But the Lord said to me, "Do not say 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone i send you to and say whatever I command you. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the Lord.
Jeremiah 1:16-20
I will pronounce my judgements on my people because of their wickedness in forsaking me, in burning incense to other gods and in worshipping what their hands have made. "Get yourself ready! Stand up and say to them whatever I command you. Do not be terrfied by them, or I will terrify you before them. Today i have made you a fortified city, an iron pillar and a bronze wall to stand against the whole land - against the kings of Judah, its officials, its priests and the people of the land. They will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the Lord.
see how great God is? things have been happening too quickly for me, not just school, church, cca, other stuffs. i mean, they're seriously more than i could take. i was just dumbstruck when i had forseen all these things pouring down on me the week before. but God has been great, in every area of my life.
there're still things that need to be improved on, and there're still flaws that we need God to shine there and then that's when we see our flaws.
things havent been really going on as smoothly as i would hope it would be, it has been taxing and unnerving me a lot. disturbing me, bothering me. countless of sleepless nights because of all these. but i'm happy God gives me strength to sustain through these strains, really. think about it. is 2hours of sleep a day for a few months ever enough...for anyone?
listen to Him, and see what He has to tell you. but you can only hear Him when, you stop talking. (:
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