spring onion

bad omens :(

you know why? once my pig (my sis) got her that music phone, my walkman stops working. maybe it's due to aging. its 2yearsold alr, but its behaving like a...200yearold? haha...i shan't be mean to my walkman. afterall walkman walked with me for quite some time already.

i will post! about math!

you know huh, having passed only 1 pathetic quiz out of gazzilions of tests and quizzes and everything else, i was so nervous today. for math test. at least for the paper1 part. paper2 was mucmuchmuch better. i tell you. i'm still dwelling on this. if only i had done more than just trigo yesterday.

(1/8)^(2/3)

:( i'vedoneiti'vedoneiti'vedoneit before! crap, and it's not just once okay. its like the worst thing has befallen on me, finally.

but i feel satisfied, although i could have done better. see, if i' had worked hard for 2 more terms and not just 2 terms, i would have done loads better for math. but still. :) for the first time in this extremely gruelling year, i'm finally satisfied with my test before the results come back. cause i know i did my best. i really did man.

so no matter what the results are, i know that it is not that that matters, but the effort put in. really.

that had meant too much.
i was overwhelmed but i darent cry
you're tough, and you never try to make personal contact
and that little gesture, really touched me.

for the first time, you confessed
that you acknowledge what i put in
maybe you did in the past
it was just that i never sensed it

but it meant a lot.
really, thanks.
it meant so much more than what would have
been amounted together for the past year

keep your fingers crossed
and mine too.
i really want to soar this time
really.

:D i know i'm happy. so i've been talking none stop since i reached home at 3. dont ask me where i went. i was out indulging myself, as usual with books. but this time round i had had 2 chances. :) before i reached home and after i reached home, before going out to fetch my brother home.

things do leave impressions.
keep trying even if it seems futile.
because people see
and they will acknowledge it.

stories leave impressions to.
but people who get too carried away with commitments
useless, commitments. they refuse
and they do not notice these things.

and that's why we get so little writers
because we have too little people
who are willing to slow down
and watch.
and retell
and leave an impact with other people,
forever.

Reads:
The Five People you meet in Heaven
and
Tuesdays with Morrie
both by
Mitch Albom