spring onion

i just read some posts i posted...2 years ago? exactly. haha...surprisingly i was studying hard for psle at that point of time.

but i felt so carefree...and i was slacking and all and mt results were so freaking good. i really dont understand sometimes.

when i put in effort, my results will steep so low. and when i dont study and everything. i get close-to-perfect scores like i dont know. 90%. it only happens like, once in a term, but still it happens. thank God for math sia or i'd have fallen flat on my face, though i've fallen flat alr.

i really dont understand. really.

i bet no one knows and i really feel so to. ohman. i'm gonna cry. yesterday...haha, i meant fri. i cried on the way to school...and on the way back.

i told myself everything would change, it seems like i was so wrong. but seriously people, this isn't an emo post. neither am i dry, yet. i'm just wondering, wondering, wondering...

really. i'm going to try to upload a song, a chinese christian song that changed my life. or rather, changed my perception of God, quite a while ago.


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the original (but i cant find the original original sung by Strem of Praise):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGozTekfq3g&mode=related&search=

a response
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-BYfJUwdB8k

祷告：
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5hwJL5fCvY&mode=related&search=