spring onion

tell you what. i can cry now.

i sprained my foot during PE this morning.
it didn't hurt that much. i was still walkable.
after lunch, i could hardly walk.
after school, i had to drag my injured foot. lifting it up only gives me pain.
met my mum at northpoint after school to get my leg fixed.
after the 'massage', it only got worse.
now, i can't walk and i have to sit on an armchair to move about.
i havent even showered yet, cause i'll take ages. first, i have 2 open wounds on my knee now, next, i took 10mins to get out of a chair instead of the usual 2sec. calculate, how long will i need to drag myself to shower.
so, here i am.

floodgates ready to open.

i cried 3 times today.

1st time was right after i got hurt, i cried because i'll be limping on stage.
2nd time was during the 'massage' when the guy used too much strength and after 40min, i couldnt take it anymore, i broke down.
3rd time, seconds ago. i cried because i cant walk and to walk, i need to get a jab, so that i wont feel anything, because i dont want to feel the pain. suck.