spring onion

i am so confused now. hahas. i opened a blog somewhere else. that's a more private one, harder to search and read it. hahas. and dont try...cause i post there personal stuff. as in things deep down from my heart. like. ocean dead or something. hahas.

today's rehearsal was ok. but still a little vexing. but i was less stress today cause i went backstage halfway to talk to marilyn. less chances to sigh and crack my head just because a teeny thing went wrong. not that i'm a perfectionist but for certain things, i set goals high. but the thing is, not many people set goals that high, laoshi for an instance. she said something about us not having enough confidence. i don't know myself. hahas. i know where i stand, but i don't know how i feel. :/ weird.

anyways, this shall be my morale booster blog. and the other one, opposite-of-morale-booster blog. hahas. hopefully, before i get to close down that blog, i'd know which word fits in. well, when i close down that blog, it means that i actually have nothing to worry about. but that means that i might keep it all the way till i die. oh wells, unless i decide to close it down someday.

after blogging, i'm going to study. and after studying, i'm going to practice guzheng. and since both my sisters are already sleeping, i shall practice without nails and guzheng, instead, i shall practice with my fingers and the study desk. hahas.

oh no. i think i've another rash outbreak coming. and initially, they looked like mosquito bites and it's not a good sign. :( which means the attack's gonna be serious. as serious as going to the hospital and spending a night there. yes. why must it come now? bleh.

i mean. hahas. i dont want them. they itch me alot. and i can't go to school and i can't do anything except lie on the bed and talk. that's what i did the other time the rashes invaded me. what did i eat? :(

uh oh. i think i've written some non-morale-boosters stuff here. okays.

i told my mum about our rehearsal today. she said that hr heart breaks when she see me in a way 'torture' myself by carrying the guzheng up the stairs. quite funny. cause since everyone's doing that, if me, supposedly the stronger ones in guzheng dont do that, then we can't go home quick. hahas. she also said, act weak sometimes lah.

heh. i went okay...math was :/ today. the quiz. :( i know how to do math ok. i did the worksheet! but somehow i couldnt get the last part right! :( feeling so depressed now. hahas. this is a good sign, which means i'm paying attention to math. :)

anyways. yes. nothing else. yup. till then.

JIAYOU NANYANG GUZHENG!

WE CAN DO IT.

WE WILL DO IT.

WE MUST DO IT.

BECAUSE WE ARE CAPABLE ENOUGH TO DO IT.

ROCK SIEW MAY AUDITORIUM ON 24TH MARCH.

BECAUSE ITS OUR DAY.

AND WE MAKE SURE OUR AUDIENCES AGREE WITH US! =)

GO NYGZ!