spring onion

i seem to have lost my ability to think straight these few days, post some really, in my opinion, great posts. those when you read you can get something out of it rather than just volumes of whining that takes you nowhere.

but whining sometimes helps also. like when you're about to explode or something. anyway. i'm stressed. hahah!

okays. today i did productive stuffs. i practiced really hard today! like i fine tuned. everything. going to GE really changes my whole...practice schedule and the way i practice so i think its quite fine. haha. i feel like a perfectionist now. heh. haha...oh and i'm back to the time, whereby i have to play 50times of a phrase consecutively without mistakes before moving on if not recount. but i get to improve after that.

today i had the whole house to myself from 4.30. but i only started practicing after 6.3o...until after 8.30 before 9pm. yeah.

okay. i'm seriously extremely bothered right now.