spring onion

i'm so disturbed right now that i cant even blog properly and i cant think properly.

i want to blog about jingying, about co, about guzheng, about music. i just cant. its so disturbing. and things cant just cool down like that. like you say you want it to cool, and it just cools. it doesnt.

jingying was great, dont mistake me. it was awesome. i've never seen such geniuses before and i'm honoured to have the chance to join them and stay long term and learn and grow. when i was there, the music just struck me still. and i think the guzhengs there need some servicing. haha...

well. i'm in no state to talk to anybody right now. i might just do something stupid.

sunday school. and cell. sheesh. and the camera. :( crap lah.