Thursday, November 15, 2007
shitty day - ramblings
today was a shitty day. at least it did, but it ended quite okay.
after sleeping after 4 for 4 days, i thought today would be better. but well, i felt sick and i threw up my dinner at about 12. then i decided that i wasnt feeling good so i shall go to bed early, leave all the work to tomorrow. i went to bed at 2, but woke up at 4.30 and threw up everything i ate the previous day, which wasnt much. i only had 2 meals, and they were pathetic. so yeah. i felt so sick to the stomach that i couldnt sleep and just laid in my bed till about 7 and i couldnt stand it anymore and decided to get a cup of tea and read a book. left home at 9.
waited for eons for someone in the morning, totally destroyed my morning. i hate it when i have to wait for people, waste so much time. and when the person doesnt apologise, it just makes it worse. i've never liked waiting. its seriously a time eating monster.
then because of that, i was late for 1/2 for cca. various reasons luh, i could have met up in the evening, but yeah. i was fed up already. cca wasnt good also. especially 憶故人。its been so sucky for months. and its still as sucky. no offense, but today i felt so lousy that i'd rather i'm dead and have people sing my requiem instead.
i felt so...dead that i slept throughout the journey back to yishun. and i decided that i needed sometime of my own, and went to get some stationery. not that i'm in a desperate need of them...but seeing loads of pencils and pens and books makes me happy. dunno.
then i went to the library, 3rd time in 2 days. returned and borrowed another 4 books. cool huh.
reached home at 8. realised that i needed to help junior photocopy science papers. went out again. mood was so lousy that i didnt even realise that i was hungry from not eating a single thing from morning. bought ribena while waiting for the papers to get photocopied.
talked a little to my sis, recounted funny events to my sis. cheered up a little. walked for an hour. felt better.
decided not to eat today, or i'll have another awful night. should just starve myself so that i wont be able to be able to turn up for 2nd dec.
watched silly little videos which made me feel better.
man, i dont even feel hungry. what's wrong with me.
after sleeping after 4 for 4 days, i thought today would be better. but well, i felt sick and i threw up my dinner at about 12. then i decided that i wasnt feeling good so i shall go to bed early, leave all the work to tomorrow. i went to bed at 2, but woke up at 4.30 and threw up everything i ate the previous day, which wasnt much. i only had 2 meals, and they were pathetic. so yeah. i felt so sick to the stomach that i couldnt sleep and just laid in my bed till about 7 and i couldnt stand it anymore and decided to get a cup of tea and read a book. left home at 9.
waited for eons for someone in the morning, totally destroyed my morning. i hate it when i have to wait for people, waste so much time. and when the person doesnt apologise, it just makes it worse. i've never liked waiting. its seriously a time eating monster.
then because of that, i was late for 1/2 for cca. various reasons luh, i could have met up in the evening, but yeah. i was fed up already. cca wasnt good also. especially 憶故人。its been so sucky for months. and its still as sucky. no offense, but today i felt so lousy that i'd rather i'm dead and have people sing my requiem instead.
i felt so...dead that i slept throughout the journey back to yishun. and i decided that i needed sometime of my own, and went to get some stationery. not that i'm in a desperate need of them...but seeing loads of pencils and pens and books makes me happy. dunno.
then i went to the library, 3rd time in 2 days. returned and borrowed another 4 books. cool huh.
reached home at 8. realised that i needed to help junior photocopy science papers. went out again. mood was so lousy that i didnt even realise that i was hungry from not eating a single thing from morning. bought ribena while waiting for the papers to get photocopied.
talked a little to my sis, recounted funny events to my sis. cheered up a little. walked for an hour. felt better.
decided not to eat today, or i'll have another awful night. should just starve myself so that i wont be able to be able to turn up for 2nd dec.
watched silly little videos which made me feel better.
man, i dont even feel hungry. what's wrong with me.
// posted by My name is Oherie. @ 1:00 am 
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