Sunday, November 11, 2007
triskaidekaphobia
triskaidekaphobia is a morbid fear of the number 13 or the date Friday the 13th.
that was random, my post has got nothing to do with that word, i just find it interesting, and perhaps good to know. (:
i got a little agitated just now...so pardon me if i offended anyone.
ah. i've been feeling lousy for a while now. like 've been sleeping after 4 for 3 days in a row already and waking up rather early at 9? mean, i usually wake up way later than that. i just get woken up. and things arent encouraging either.
i just read some emails that i wrote to a friend and friends who wrote to me. they were nasty little things and i get reminded of them so often. of all the things i've asked forgiveness for, that's one thing that i've burried for so long. it's time to lay it out at Jesus' feet.
Its not like God didnt know that i had sent those email, but i've read somewhere before that He would want us to tell Him personally of our sins and ask for forgiveness personally.
for cell i guess it was okay. i shared during warmth again, not that i'm tired of doing it or what, but it somehow shows that i'm getting things from God every week. and i'm glad that i'm growing.
its good that now 'm going back to the bible more often, in fact more than i've ever done. its good that i look forward to church every saturday and cell too. not for the people, but to experience God again. its good that i'm trying to control more now, and not shout. before i shout, i sort of think through for something nicer to say, which i guess is good also.
but i still have to self-restrain more. but i saw some kind of improvement in myself on saturday. like i'll tell myself, cherie, concentrate on God. and i'll immediately snap back. i think ts great, i havent really had a real good time with God for some time already.
sorry people, especially pig. my mood was really lousy on saturday, and haha...i was kind of teary on sunday morning. sorry merlion, ben, marc and mitch also, for my sudden outburst of...emotions and mean things. thanks though, for listening to me. like sheryl, telling me what to do :) it was really good.
haha. i feel kind of heavy headed right now. so much to think about. and so much that you cant do. there're still things that i think i still have to learn. i mean we all do, its just that i cant handle it as well as other people do. ayes.
seriously, i feel so dampened right now. but i know that God is there, and that He'll make a way.
after quiet time on saturday before dinner, i really felt free during service. although i still got distracted in the end. i really hope that i can be the role model for my younger siblings, in church or at home. keep me in prayer.
i realise doing quiet time before service, say at 6, really helps. hang around with the church youths, and then perhaps talk to people about God just 1/2 hour before service gives you good peace.
haha..my sis was really worried on sat cause i didnt answer my phone and eventually switched t off. i was doing devotion and didnt want to be disturbed. yeah.
prayer meeting was good also, before cell. it was much easier to share about certain things without the disruption of people like titus, and jeremy.
today was all right too, or rather sunday was alright.
its monday already. ayes. have a great week people. :)
i've experienced God, what about you?
that was random, my post has got nothing to do with that word, i just find it interesting, and perhaps good to know. (:
i got a little agitated just now...so pardon me if i offended anyone.
ah. i've been feeling lousy for a while now. like 've been sleeping after 4 for 3 days in a row already and waking up rather early at 9? mean, i usually wake up way later than that. i just get woken up. and things arent encouraging either.
i just read some emails that i wrote to a friend and friends who wrote to me. they were nasty little things and i get reminded of them so often. of all the things i've asked forgiveness for, that's one thing that i've burried for so long. it's time to lay it out at Jesus' feet.
Its not like God didnt know that i had sent those email, but i've read somewhere before that He would want us to tell Him personally of our sins and ask for forgiveness personally.
for cell i guess it was okay. i shared during warmth again, not that i'm tired of doing it or what, but it somehow shows that i'm getting things from God every week. and i'm glad that i'm growing.
its good that now 'm going back to the bible more often, in fact more than i've ever done. its good that i look forward to church every saturday and cell too. not for the people, but to experience God again. its good that i'm trying to control more now, and not shout. before i shout, i sort of think through for something nicer to say, which i guess is good also.
but i still have to self-restrain more. but i saw some kind of improvement in myself on saturday. like i'll tell myself, cherie, concentrate on God. and i'll immediately snap back. i think ts great, i havent really had a real good time with God for some time already.
sorry people, especially pig. my mood was really lousy on saturday, and haha...i was kind of teary on sunday morning. sorry merlion, ben, marc and mitch also, for my sudden outburst of...emotions and mean things. thanks though, for listening to me. like sheryl, telling me what to do :) it was really good.
haha. i feel kind of heavy headed right now. so much to think about. and so much that you cant do. there're still things that i think i still have to learn. i mean we all do, its just that i cant handle it as well as other people do. ayes.
seriously, i feel so dampened right now. but i know that God is there, and that He'll make a way.
after quiet time on saturday before dinner, i really felt free during service. although i still got distracted in the end. i really hope that i can be the role model for my younger siblings, in church or at home. keep me in prayer.
i realise doing quiet time before service, say at 6, really helps. hang around with the church youths, and then perhaps talk to people about God just 1/2 hour before service gives you good peace.
haha..my sis was really worried on sat cause i didnt answer my phone and eventually switched t off. i was doing devotion and didnt want to be disturbed. yeah.
prayer meeting was good also, before cell. it was much easier to share about certain things without the disruption of people like titus, and jeremy.
today was all right too, or rather sunday was alright.
its monday already. ayes. have a great week people. :)
i've experienced God, what about you?
Every Little Thing
Everything must change
There's a mirror showing me the ugly truth
These bones they ache with holy fire
But I've got nothing to give, just a life to live
If your world is without colour
I will carry you, if you carry me
Every little thing's gonna be alright [x4]
Theres no-one else to blame
I live my life between the fire and the flame
I've built my house where the ocean meets the land
Its time to live again, pull my dreams out of the sand
Let your world be full of colour
I will carry you, if you carry me
When it's all falling down on you
You?re crying out but you're breaking in two
When it's all crashing down on you
When there's nothing you can do
There is someone who can carry you
// posted by My name is Oherie. @ 11:57 pm 
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