spring onion

i saw it, and i understood. i dont know if i were on of those asterisk, but perhaps you dont know, i've gone through what you're going through.

but as i read on your post and as i fussed about who isnt good enough, why people change, why is this place so sucky? i grew in the Lord the same time and i realised, being fussy about the environment doesnt help. at all.

you know why this place is getting smaller and smaller and people are gradually leaving. you've talked to me about this before. i consulted you and asked for your advice. you told me, you have to put yourself in their shoes. maybe they have their own problems that you do not know.

then i was angry, angry because you sided them. but then i realised that you were probably right. i mean, when i'm all hot-headed, i was angry with you and perhaps a little agitated. but your words did make sense after a while.

perhaps this post would sound like crap right now, because if i were on of those asterisk, you wouldnt have heeded me. but still, i'd like you back as you did before. i dont know why we fell apart and i dont think i ever want to because it would be ugly.

i would love it if everything was back to normal, maybe we took it for granted then.

we should sit down and have a good talk.