spring onion

bleh.

i am stressed. because i have homework. because i dont know how on earth am i supposed to do the homework and tennisballs. i have this premonition that there will be missing balls. this really bad feeling. it always happens.

like during lifeskills camp. inspite of me trying to monitor where the pails, scoops and mops are. there were 6 missing pails?

now. people are telling me that they returned the tennis balls but they do not know who they returned the balls to. you dont even know your guzhengmates after spending, at least 4 months with them? no logic.

argh. i hate this kind of treasure hunting, and i dont feel like doing it. as in hunting for tennisballs. why can't people just listen to instructions. i say: give the balls to me personally. so why on earth do you give the balls to someone else just because that oh-so-wonderful-someone whom you dont even know is loitering outside my class with tennis balls. they can be anyone you know. tennis girls even. but thanks eh, vivien told me that it was justina who helped. thanks! (:

but there are still some lost souls out there who dont even know where the balls they are accountable for are. and please, the people who collected the balls from you do not have super memory to remember, oh yes, she did gave me those balls.

i dont have the mood to do homework now. let alone study. stupid headache. bash you up. :(

i feel miserable. not exactly though, just. irritable.

i've been screaming and yelling at my siblings a lot these few days. hate myself.

oh yes. i am broke. i seriously don't have $13 to pay for the guzheng photo. how nice. :(

P.S. oh yes. anyone can spare me $152 to buy 2 new set of strings for my guzheng? :(