spring onion

You Are 96% Burned Out

You are extremely burned out. You work too hard, and you're not getting the results you deserve. It's time for a life change, as soon as you can manage it. You're giving away most of your energy to something you don't even enjoy.

funny hur. i saw this thingo on a teacher's blog. and i did it. and it says that i am 96% burnt out. or burned out. who cares. funny huh. i thought i was just being emotionally unstable. shouldn't trust it anyway. weekends are here. goose. i almost typed holidays are here. hahas.

i want to write to MOE. then we can have fri, sat and sun off. then school hours. school start 1 hour later. you know huh.

i leave the house at 5.45am. my dad's still home. i reach home at 7.30pm or 8pm in the evening, my dad has already reached home. sad. my cousin commented that now their kids reach home later than them, true. and his kid in nyps joined the swimming team. so no tv, no com games, no fun. just homework, swim, homework, swim until dont-know-when.

for me. at least more vibrant. but still a routine. not nice. eurgh. i hate routines. so if i set a timetable for myself. the practical product would be every week, i get my mondays and thursdays swapped. fridays and tuesdays swapped. wednesdays and saturdays swapped. so i get something different. but it doesnt always work. bleagh.

i will never be a teacher. hahaha. i am going to be a movie director. at least the movies you will be directing always changes. then when i have money, or when i have enough money to get by, i will go and do missionary work.. (: after a few months of missionary work, back to shooting movies. then when i get sick of these. i am going to learn more instruments. form a band like planetshakers or hillsongs or delirious. may something like, planetmover or smth. then go round writing songs for God until one day i die. hahahas.

okays. heh. tv time! homework, later! oh yeahhhhh