spring onion

that dreaded topic
brought up again
no i dont like it
i really dont.

you did not heed me
continue asking
those dreaded questions
i dont like it


rarh.
the above made me think about you2

i had a sense
of foreboding
before the presentation.
something easy
calmed me

i have a selfish thought
i would like to have you
i dont want to share
something just for me

perhaps it was meant to be
i see it as an heartache
its there
tempting me

i dont know why
but i did
nostalgia
desiderata

how i love
those moments
those moments
one in a life time

ok. i am going to be emo again. :// :'( heh, i dont know why but i get easily emo nowadays. i try not to show why am i emo on my blog in case some people who are not meant to be here and reads it, there goes my life.

i am nice. u stayed up to do math. i havent even showered yet, but i changed. going to shower later. hahas. quite bad actually, i sweat alot today. :)

accomplishments:
=> managed not to faint in front of the cohort during presentation
=> did math before i decided that i should stop working.
=> practiced 3 hours of guzheng
=> did not fall asleep during class hours.
=> helped my dad install flash player into his laptop. :)

things to be improved on:
=> efficiency
=> weird showering hours :///
=> last minute filing.
=> being rude to teachers. :///
=> be less nervous if i ever get to do public speaking again.
=> no more last minute work!!!
=> practice 4 hours of guzheng a day
=> spend less time using the computer. :)

ok. my computer is coming back to me tomorrow. :) how nice. hahahas. anyway, i spent over budget today so i am left with $1 tomorrow. :( how nice. hahas. but it's ok! hahs. i can always bring bread to school, provided i can wake up early enough to prepare them.

okays. i guess that's all for today. hahahs. posted 2 posts today? or was it 3? heh. wait till tomorrow. i dont think i will even get a chance to post a single blog entry. have to chiong history homework and guzheng concert video.

alright. toodles. nights. =)

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"Now He was telling them a parable to show that at all times they ought to pray and not to lose heart... will not God bring about justice for His elect who cry to Him day and night, and will He delay long over them?"
Luke 18:1, 7
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