spring onion

i wonder how someone's mind works. i dont even know how my mind works sometimes. it's just kind of weird. i am thinking of being a psychologists in future. there are risks involved sometimes, but i think it is worth the risk. studying how a human mind think. interesting.

i missed cca today, as i said cause i am having a bad headache and my mum didn't want me to go. why, cause she said i overworked. i think that's a bit dumb. she used to say that i am lazy. hahas, i am a born slacker. X) common tests are next week and the slacker is blogging. well, nicer phrase, expressing her thoughts. cool. hahas. i can' t wait for church tomorrow. and i feel bloated. maybe i talked and jumped too much while eating. and it can be because of the maze/corn. its a wonder that my stomach cannot digest corn, which means i will visit my best friend pretty soon, toilet.

hahas. i love toilets. my mum can't chase me out when i am in there reading. XD rarh. feeling super random now. and...am i infatuated with him? my heart skips when he goes online. :/ i don't think so. imagine, him with me. or, me with him. that will be the day when the sun rises from the west. and him. again. :( anyway...the infatuation is over...for some guy. i don't think i should be infatuated with him or him. because, one of them is my superior and the other...i dont know?

well, i think i am not infatuated with them. stop scaring myself. i am just feeling weird because my sis has a mad crush on him and i feel weird when he told me that he knows. and the other, he is just being concerned. i am being really sensitive.

i just realised, i've been so busy during the week that i have yet thought of my 14 year old resolutions, let alone blog it here. =/

things are getting tougher. when the going gets tough, we stick to the fundamentals. and the fundamental thing is God. alright. bb