spring onion

i will hate myself forever if i do not get bsp AND the scholarship

i must practice at least 1 hr of guzheng everyday.
i am lagging so much behind.

i must hand up all my homework. no excuse.

i must get A for everything.

i won't fail my math again.

i must get into cambridge next time.

i must go into full time ministry next time

i must not be rude to my parents.

i will study everyday, hard.

i will sleep for 3 hours everyday.

i will not do anymore last minute work, including sunday school preparation.

i will be a good friend.

i will talk to God everyday.

i will do 20 math questions everyday, and up it to thirty after sabbaticals.

i will force myself to study.

and not slack.

i will do it.

trust me, i'll show you