spring onion

i'm contemplating whether i should just close this blog down and stick to one private one so i don't have to decide whether the post's content is general-public-friendly. reason being i think i've enough on my plate right now, issues i mean, so i should just concentrate on one blog. then i can post whenever i wanted and not post daily rants just to keep this blog "alive".

it's been almost a month since i have updated my private blog, which shows that i've been managing my emotions well. not really too, i get aggressive easily.

i'm still deciding because i dont know whether having a weblog actually helps me socialise with other people better. i'm not going to make myself think about that question as yet.

been rather troubled lately because problems left untouch too long are bugging me. things turned upside down. yeah. and now that he knows the url, i don't think i can post things freely too...

no one to turn too, or rather, no one i'm comfortable to talk with at this point of time with such sensitive issues.

another fight on msn? haha! i'm not going to speculate.

maybe you won't know i'm referring to you. but before i've even sorted out my thoughts, you were already gone. yesterday's was just a part of the whole pie. there's still much more, trust me. but i don't know whether i was playing safe sharing all these with you.