spring onion

end of the week. accomplishments made...i don't think i should list them down cause i'm not even sure of what i did. anyways, a week went past so fast. no like no like. :( weekends means WORK. stupid work. oh joys. like real.

oh yeah. i'm going to die. so going to. i'm teaching sunday school tomorrow and YET i haven't even started reading up on what am i suppose to teach. no good no good. a fine example set, for the kids. :/

at least OM's over, that art model thing's over. but tension's building up for cca cause syf is 12 days away. in about 2 hours, it will be 11 days away. bleh.

so left with bio sia, combined humans and la sia, chinese portfolio and all the work that has to be done. how nice, yeah right.

okay, i shall work hard and do well. (:

anyways, i think i am going to start learning piano soon. i don't know yet. i just know that my dad paid the deposit of a piano and he suddenly asked a really random question and that is "do you want to learn piano?" yup.

i thought yesterday's cca was not that bad. but mrs ee was quite scary. she walked past and then said, 誰沒有調音？and many times. haha. then she kept staring at me and i could feel myself getting more tense under her intense stares and my face went red and i went all rigid. yeah. then she suddenly walked over and uttered many things. i didn't know whether i should stop playing altogether and listen to her, but i was afraid that i would make another wrong move so i was trying really hard to play the right notes without looking at my guzheng and then stare at mrs ee and try to absorb whatever she wanted to get across to me. oh wells. i did in the end. succeed. hahas.

then as i was walking out for break, laoshi suddenly called me. the last thing i quite wanted was laoshi talk to me one-to-one. i stil haven't got over what happened on tuesday. or was it tuesday? but yeah. i cried. so i felt embarrassed, er, freaked out, and i don't know what else. hard to describe lah! :D

but i thought laoshi looked alright on thursday. and hopefully, she saw improvements in us. cause really, people like yuhui is putting in a lot of effort.

then today during lunch, pam wanted me to in a way supervise and practice with part three. i was not used to doing what an SL was supposed to do, so part3s, i'm sorry that i wasted 10min of your precious practice time by not er, being enthusiastic in what i was supposed to do. yeah. but i thought they played quite well today. at least we tried out the TIs and most of them made it. not too flat and not too sharp. but the thing that could help me vomit blood was when they played just that note c#, they were fine. in fact, according to my tuner, most people hit the perfection mark. but once they start to play the whole song from start, the TIs became very very screwed. oh wells. i finally understand what is it like trying to correct something. spend 15min trying to correct it, then in the end, they all came crashing back down onto you as nothing.

then yeah. we tried our luck, to continue practicing to 1pm. when the bell rang. but yeah, thanks rania for staying back and risking getting 'scolded' by shyam to help me keep chairs, off the lights etc.

yup. so prayerfully, tmr's practice will give something encouraging and not something depressing.

oh yeah. i slept through history today. its all got to do with the mentality. i've been reading some hci performing arts group people's blog. they too faced the same problem of not being able to stay awake in class especially classes with no hands-on work. but they're right. its a choice. you CHOOSE to remain refreshed or sleep through the class.

p.s. the previous picture of a chemistry laboratory is not the one in my school, i found it on the web. oh yes. i know it's really very random, but still. i did that to facilitate me, the it idiot to enlarge the picture when i try to print it out for better visibility on a piece of A1 sized paper.