spring onion

this week was busy and i expect next week to be more so. they are planning to have cca on tues, thurs, fri and sat. and thats crazy. thats very crazy. thats the most absurb things. its not like we dont have things to do. we have crap loads of stuff to do and here they are, telling us that we are doing stuff full-time. its like working when you are only a student. thats what i hate about this school so much. this huge fat lie about us being a big nice family. its just a pretty family portrait painted on a rotten piece of canvas. its a lie. lie lie. they lie and lie and lie and bluff little kids into their traps. they lie so well that the kids deny the fact that they have been hoodwinked. its crazy. its a crazed school.

anyways. i am thinking of signing up for missionary work for june and dec this year. i dont know if my parents will allow, but still, i am giving it a shot. haha. its to cambodia and its cool working for God.

today was freaking tired. this week, i wake up at 5.30am from monday to friday and 6.30am today. tomorrow i am waking up late and i wont go online until i finish my work. yeah. mingwei was inconsiderate. she can wake up an hour later than me and i can bet that she woke up after ten this morning. its unfair. ok. the travelling problem again. but yeah. so what. i have to time to do the things i like, like book reviews, reading. i have even given maple story as well as neopets this year. i have got to work hard and get into my desired stream. bio and chem with pure lit and history elective.

i have been considering this for awhile. and i have prayed about it sometime last year. but certain topics in history told me clearly that i shouldnt go into serious study of it though i simply love history. so there goes my favourite subjects. hahas. i'd probably land up in class 313 or 314 next year. oh yeah, i'd like to go for bsp next year too if i can. it sounds fun. but i will try it out if i feel that it benefits me. shall pray about that too..

i sound so kiasu planning what i would like to have next year. i wont be in 301 or 302 for sure. hahas. i dont have the interest to go for triple science. mingwei and xuewei wants triple science. it seems to me that mingwei and i wont make really good friends. at least well, celestine, i feel much more comfortable with her. in terms of family's financial stuff and interests and all that. i cant really talk to mingwei cause she has led a problemless life so far. given thousands of money a month to shop. i mean, whats the point of shopping for clothes and bags. yeah. sometimes i find myself wandering at shopping centres. looking at wallets and bags...well. yeah. it seems that i am never satisfied with what i have. well, or rather the things i have are not to my taste. hahas. not entirely but not 100%. lol. i am quite picky sometimes too.

finally had time to type a nice good long entry. hahas. there are still problems in my life to be mended, with the help of God. yeah.

i can save up to $400 this year if i save $10 or more a week. hahas. thats nice to hear. my mum was saying that if i dont take the school bus to school, then i can have extra allowance. HAHAS. and i asked them if i can take care of my finance. like entrusting me with $--- a month. yeah. its three digit. so.

i am going to get a satisfactory wallet, not the one i have now. hahas. i like those black wallets that guys usually carry. then i get myself a decent backpack. a decent slingbag, maybe a crumpler. hahas. maybe...i dont know if its over my budget. i am thinking of getting elysa's rabbit bag from orchard. but i will look funny in it. so maybe i get a rabbit bag and a slingbag. hahas. yeah. the backpack that i have now is a little too old. hahas. oh yeah. i wanna get one camp bag also. hahas. hiking bag. everything stuff inside. :) yay! okay...lol

yup. so thats it. so far on my list. they dont include the books. the list will go on and on and on if i add in the books that i want. lol.

btw, they celebrated my birthday at church today. it was freaky. lol. it wasnt even my birthday. its on the 31st!!! hahas. why they so kiasu also. lol. so got a super sweet chocolate cake and my face was burning red. leonard asked me to blow the candle i did that and he moved the cake. i was so embarrassed already. hahas. :) i wanna go cell group!!! X(

yeah. during sermon today i was super restless..like moving around constantly to prevent myself from falling asleep. hahas. ok..i am dog tired.