Tuesday, January 09, 2007
hey dearies.
today was simply tiring. well, dragged over from yesterday. i woke up slightly later than usual today...sigh. was almost late for school. and yes, almost. got to the quadrangle just in time. anyways.
i doubt i am a good leader afterall. well. yes. i am not a good leader and i am not working hard enough to improve. oh no. and i have this fat hope of becoming the vice-president of guzheng ensemble. see how vivien and yuhui works. i dont even know if i'm up to the mark. and i still can't get into IVLE. what's wrong. oh man.
i am quite pleased with myself anyway. i read 2 Danielle Steel's books in about 3-4 days. hahas. its nice to read. yup. so what else have i got to say?
i have been slacking alot in my spiritual life too. havent been saying grace properly. too tempted by the food and stuff. yes, i am making effort but not enough effort. sigh. maybe only about 10% of everything? oh man. idioitc ivle.
man. havent been doing quiet time too. and havent been planning sunday school lessons. oh no. i am in deep shit. i really am. its only the first few weeks of school and i am already lagging by at least 50%. argh. which means i have to put in 150% or more effort to catch up with others. just catch up, but doing things properly is another thing. i am beginning to feel that 24hours a day is simply not enough.
not enough sleep, not enough time to complete things properly. and i am not ready to sacrifice my sleeping hours. if i sacrifice them, i'd have a bad day at school another day. lets think, when did i last play games? 3 weeks ago. and i should stop blogging. 5 mins almost up. sad. what kind of life is this?
i doubt i am a good leader afterall. well. yes. i am not a good leader and i am not working hard enough to improve. oh no. and i have this fat hope of becoming the vice-president of guzheng ensemble. see how vivien and yuhui works. i dont even know if i'm up to the mark. and i still can't get into IVLE. what's wrong. oh man.
i am quite pleased with myself anyway. i read 2 Danielle Steel's books in about 3-4 days. hahas. its nice to read. yup. so what else have i got to say?
i have been slacking alot in my spiritual life too. havent been saying grace properly. too tempted by the food and stuff. yes, i am making effort but not enough effort. sigh. maybe only about 10% of everything? oh man. idioitc ivle.
man. havent been doing quiet time too. and havent been planning sunday school lessons. oh no. i am in deep shit. i really am. its only the first few weeks of school and i am already lagging by at least 50%. argh. which means i have to put in 150% or more effort to catch up with others. just catch up, but doing things properly is another thing. i am beginning to feel that 24hours a day is simply not enough.
not enough sleep, not enough time to complete things properly. and i am not ready to sacrifice my sleeping hours. if i sacrifice them, i'd have a bad day at school another day. lets think, when did i last play games? 3 weeks ago. and i should stop blogging. 5 mins almost up. sad. what kind of life is this?
// posted by My name is Oherie. @ 10:33 pm 
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