spring onion

that picture is stale.
does that mark an end,
of everything?

i dont think so,
that feeling is still fresh,
fresh till it hurts me so much.

leave.
people come and go
but why you?

when will i get over you
i thought i had
but obviously, i didnt

i guess
it will remain like this
unless something happens

i must forget you
i think i will
but will i?





crap. i am getting emotional here. hahas. but i shant cry. =D sheesh.

today's cca was super crappy. laoshi keep laughing, and tingyi, hanyi and zhiyi (myself) were trying to act as superheros. XD rushing through every piece as though we are rushing to catch a train. especially 春苗. lets say that we are unlucky, and laoshi is our examiner. i bet we will get scolded badly when we are back from holidays. hohoho

next. laoshi helped my tune my guzheng because naughty me havent tuned mine. because i reached late. :S okays, supposedly its a good thing, yeah, but theres something wrong with my hearing. i was supposed to further tune it so that it will be more accurate, BUT. i took out all the bridges. and you know what laoshi said?

“你在做什么？” i explained that i thought i had to rearrange the bridges because they were in the wrong order, but she boxed my face. muahaha. not that hard though. she said, “调琴! not rearrange the bridges. " hahas. then believe it or not, she laughed at me for an hour. :$

hahas. then during cca, she keep looking at me and laugh. WHATS WRONG WITH ME? i really dont know man. people from cca, like to say that when they see me they want to laugh. hehe, people who care about me, pray tell me whether i;ve got a nose on my mouth or something...if not, WHY AM I SO FUNNY?

okays. hahas. and today i was trying to suppress my laughter during cca too. theres this song, that we were supposed to play, but we were speeding through it that laoshi wanted us to play super slowly, ONE BY ONE. dang. you know what happened to me? i played slow for the first two notes, then fastttt, then teacher raised her voice and clapping, i went slow and the way she was putting this song, its like you are mourning.

hahs. then hanyi and me were so nervous about guzheng exam. lol. we keep practising over and over again the songs today when we were supposed to practice 恒村农歌. hanyi is quite good at it. i totally screwed up that song. hahas. all the fingerings, tempo. all went poof. sigh. but who cares. it isnt one of the exam pieces. and hah. i dont how on earth am i supposed to go to the NUS arts centre. i dont even know how to get to NUS. let alone wander around the humongous campus. so if my daddy is not back on the 30th, i'd probably get lost there. :S and perhaps, police patrol will come and fetch me home. hahas. thats the worse. maybe i just catch a cab there. have lunch then go back to school for cca. :)

okays. anyways, i guess crapped enough today.