Tuesday, May 08, 2007
i think my intelligence quota has dropped, for no reason, of course. it was just a stray comment. we had to check chinese marks today. and guess what. C5. and a C5 thats 59 marks? ah, i want one more mark. :( okay, my chinese's bad. i think it is.
when i was in chongfu, i was more proficient in chinese. i told myself, when i come to nanyang, my english must improve. and yes, my english improved, but my chinese got worse. heh. i just can't seemed to balance out my life.
today was an okay day. at least it was smooth and not that rocky. :) yay.
then we did CIP. it was worse than the kids in sunday school! not that i am trying to insult their intelligence or something, but still. :( something simple like
"i am sleeping in bed"
has to be repeated and explained 20 times? and yet, they still don't get it. :(
i feel heartwrenched. during the debrief, it was pointed out that some of us had that shocking look on their faces when they saw the people from TCIL. i think i was quite taken aback when i first saw them. yuzhen and i were there really early at 2.05pm. and we felt weird standing in their midst.
anyways, suddenly i felt like i was teaching sunday school kids again. much more tedious and brain-cracking involved. but it's nice to see them open up after a while.
me, i think i was trying to be a super hero or something. i landed myself up with 3 buddies, while the rest had 1 to take care of. aw. but anyways. it was a great experience.
heh. i think i've thought it all out. if i can't get into cambridge, i'm gonna stay in singapore and do what angelin, kaiqi and gerard are doing now. be social workers. (:
and oh yes. i want to to go for the missionary trip in cambodia in june. :( i so want to go. i'd rather spend 10 days in cambodia helping people than having fun during church camp.
i think i sound like a juvenile delinquent. :D
and judging by the amount of youtube videos i post these days, heh. quite hooked on, you can say. but i shouldn't go too far. get my priorities right man. and another reason of me posting videos instead of writing entries, i think they save time. hahas.
i think i've finish watching all the funny videos on youtube. at least those that are rather spastic and not er, serious like you have to refer to the soccer rulebook before you know what mistake the player made that made the spectators laugh that much.
(: i feel accomplished. (: i did 140 pushups and situps today. hahas. my sis said that i stank up the whole room. ah. but i have deodorant. hahas. i realise i don't spray the deodorant on myself but on things like my windbreaker, my schoolbag, my room, my bed. a bit mad. but yes, i do that.
i do crazy things. :D
math test on linear graphs tomorrow. i shouldn't fail. i studied. (:
okays. i want to do something more constructive that writing blog entries though they help me in my LA. :/ hm. maybe i should start writing chinese posts.
heh
when i was in chongfu, i was more proficient in chinese. i told myself, when i come to nanyang, my english must improve. and yes, my english improved, but my chinese got worse. heh. i just can't seemed to balance out my life.
today was an okay day. at least it was smooth and not that rocky. :) yay.
then we did CIP. it was worse than the kids in sunday school! not that i am trying to insult their intelligence or something, but still. :( something simple like
"i am sleeping in bed"
has to be repeated and explained 20 times? and yet, they still don't get it. :(
i feel heartwrenched. during the debrief, it was pointed out that some of us had that shocking look on their faces when they saw the people from TCIL. i think i was quite taken aback when i first saw them. yuzhen and i were there really early at 2.05pm. and we felt weird standing in their midst.
anyways, suddenly i felt like i was teaching sunday school kids again. much more tedious and brain-cracking involved. but it's nice to see them open up after a while.
me, i think i was trying to be a super hero or something. i landed myself up with 3 buddies, while the rest had 1 to take care of. aw. but anyways. it was a great experience.
heh. i think i've thought it all out. if i can't get into cambridge, i'm gonna stay in singapore and do what angelin, kaiqi and gerard are doing now. be social workers. (:
and oh yes. i want to to go for the missionary trip in cambodia in june. :( i so want to go. i'd rather spend 10 days in cambodia helping people than having fun during church camp.
i think i sound like a juvenile delinquent. :D
and judging by the amount of youtube videos i post these days, heh. quite hooked on, you can say. but i shouldn't go too far. get my priorities right man. and another reason of me posting videos instead of writing entries, i think they save time. hahas.
i think i've finish watching all the funny videos on youtube. at least those that are rather spastic and not er, serious like you have to refer to the soccer rulebook before you know what mistake the player made that made the spectators laugh that much.
(: i feel accomplished. (: i did 140 pushups and situps today. hahas. my sis said that i stank up the whole room. ah. but i have deodorant. hahas. i realise i don't spray the deodorant on myself but on things like my windbreaker, my schoolbag, my room, my bed. a bit mad. but yes, i do that.
i do crazy things. :D
math test on linear graphs tomorrow. i shouldn't fail. i studied. (:
okays. i want to do something more constructive that writing blog entries though they help me in my LA. :/ hm. maybe i should start writing chinese posts.
heh
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