Saturday, November 26, 2005

Saturday, November 26, 2005

\hey! got some things to post about. today, is my brother's graduation. i didnt go. perhaps, it was too boring. went to the library during that period of time. i saw sheena. was borrowing some books. though. i love the library. i love it. i think i am going to go there every single day. just for now. and then, there was more serious things. my sis fainted in the kitchen today. there was no one at home, except for me. i was so scared. she worried me sick. she cut herself and suddenly became wild. she claimed that she didnt hear me although i shouted very loudly. i thought that the opposite block could here me. haiz. i think she had seizure. woke up moments later and claimed that he didnt see me or hear me or didnt even know that she had boxed me though her eyes were wide open. so scary. i was very worried. and my dad, went out without taking his phone with him. couldnt contact him though. gotta attend to my sis myself. haiz. shes weak. she changed after she came back from the 3 days 2 mights camp yesterday. gotta look after her. i cried later when she was sleeping. i dont know why. love her too much too. heex. i told her to leave nc. she was rather reluctant. i think she isnt the kind who is up for such tough things for guys. i know that this post is jumbled up. but i couldnt help it. my brain's jammed. and then, i am worrying. i got into nanyang but didnt get scholarship. fees, 200 per month. plus 750 more because of IP. the only resort s to take up art elective. have to force myself to like art, even if i dont like it. you never know. i might be an artist one day. but i dont know. and, about 3rd language, i want french, mum didnt let. she said she didnt want me to waste time learning such things. i want so because xinhui also taking french and she had put ny first choice. she got 270. so ny is sure for her. no worries. me? was so envious. so green with envy. anyway, i got to go and bathe now. oh, yes, i got some books from the library regarding art, hopefully, i will fall in love with it(of which, i am not so certain) anyway, i can only blame myself for not working hard. want to know how shan did though, she is in china. hipe to keep in touch with her. bye bye. i am going to visit the toilet. monotonous, huh?

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